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Only now I realised, I'm a fucking asshole. Now I hate, I HATE passing by the sorta rivers, where the pathway we used to walk around on, at sembawang. Just that one effing place, we only went there once, and it gave me an unpleasant feeling when I saw it as my train got pass sembawang. I swear, never again I'm gonna stand at the side where the doors open, seriously.

Why? It reminds me what a fucker I am, dumping you out of no reason. Accommodation, that's what we do, and you tried your best, but why, exactly WHY the fuck I even do that out of the blue. I can understand why you did not pursue about it after then, because fucking hell, I did not state my effing reason. I was like, game over, kthxbai. I was always given a chance to buy myself back, but I did not give you any. And you did no wrong, MOFO me? Because you had bangs?No?Because you were still having attitudes?No, you tried to change. I know why you rather not remember you had this shit before, because it's like, you did no wrong, and you got screwed away.

You wasted roughly, 3 months of your time, on this fucker. And I'm awfully sorry, I don't ask for any forgives. But I just fucking hate this personality of mine, that whenever I want something, I try hard to achieve it. But upon achieving it, I get tired of it, and just fuck care it. I want no more people to get this shit, until I can get rid of this bad habit of mine(fullstop)